241114 Sacrifice

  Sacrifice 

I sacrificed my life for him
Gave him the whole of me
But most of what I sacrificed
He simply failed to see

I only saw the best in him
Not who he really was
Refusing to believe the bad
To see with eyes of love

Could not conceive betrayal
Thought, I did not entertain
The hurt I felt, unbearable 
When betrayal was what came

And even with its coming 
I was willing to forgive
For bitterness and vengeful spite
Weren't how I chose to live

I lived in faithful service
All his needs, did try to meet
As way to show my love for him
To make him feel complete

Though he accepted all of it
Sometimes reciprocated
He seemed to not be satisfied
Appetites were never sated

And so I was rejected
Cast aside as without worth
Though loving him, I'm certain
Was why I was put on earth

And so I'll keep on loving him
Though his heart and soul shall roam
I, his Shepherd, he my sheep
Longing to bring lost one home

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