250623 Forgiven

 Forgiven


Thought I forgave them; know I tried
But that old wound's been opened wide 
Something has triggered my past pain 
So now I'm hurting once again 

"I do forgive, " is what I said 
Yet, old offense still fills my head 
Dark thoughts that I claimed I'd put down
Today, I find still lingering 'round 

"Despair," I said, "I'm through with you. "
Yet, you've returned out of the blue 
And all the hurt I thought I'd beat 
Is back again, pooled at my feet

Tripping me up, making me fall 
It seems I've hit the same brick wall 
Must I break through it once again 
Dear Lord, will this fight ever end 

Forgiveness battle  - thought I'd won 
And bitterness believed was done 
But devil knows where to attack 
Thus, hurt and anger have come back 

So, tell me God,  when will this end 
No longer past hurts reoffend 
When will I find true peace and rest 
And thus achieve real forgiveness 

I know the devil plays a part 
In rewounding my broken heart 
For if it's in dark thoughts I dwell 
He's trapped me in a kind of hell

Suppose the place to go is this
Remind I too need forgiveness 
The kind that's truly heaven sent
The kind received when I repent

And so perhaps this side of heaven 
I must forgive seventy times seven
Is that the way my heart is free
For that's how much God's forgiven me

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